Alrite..Lets Begin..

Hmm..well lets c..its almost 4:30 am in da mornin n of all da days and nights when i wz bored 2 eternity some how I endup creatin a blog now i.e. standing(cant find da damn chair!) in dis room tht doesnt ve a trace of furniture except perhaps jst da table on which this dusty pc is placed !
The walls smell of fresh paint while da rest well jst smellz of dust !K lemme b specific ma sis is soon 2 b married ( 2 b specific in a week!) ,so da house is bein cleaned..whitewashed..painted..decorated..da works! n in da process da place has been reduced 2 rubble n while i cud think of loads of stuff tht i could do or shud do ( like perhaps sleep for dat matter!)i some how end up bloggin ?!
Well its 4:45 am nw...n i've relatives stayin ova ( story of ma life!:(( ) so b4 someone gets up n actually starts thinkin tht i perhaps ve a BF who stays overseas n am desperate enough 2 stand infront of da comp in da middle of da nite..in da dark 2 ve somekinda romantic chat wid him..i think its time i scram !
oh..n bout ma blog..i think i'll end up writin loads of crap :D
ciao..

Ever wonder ?!

When am bored n not sleepy i end up textin random stuff 2 ma frnds..herez an ex. of tht-

Ever wonder wht our future holds , ever wonder if we've any control ?ever wonder how our mistakes affect others or even us in da long run,ever wonder hw they can b undone?ever wonder y we like or dislike someone, ever wonder how our lives wud ve been wid out em ?ever wonder hw our lives turned out to b like this, ever wonder hw we can clean up this mess ?ever wonder y life can b so bitter,ever wonder if it gets any better ?ever wonder y facts jst provide da naked truth wid lost hope, ever wonder how faith n belief gives us dat ray of hope ?ever wonder y we were born, ever wonder if we'll b remembered when gone ?ever wonder y its easier 2 dream den 2 fulfill em ,ever wonder y reality overcomes em ?ever wonder how much is 2 much,ever wonder if its ever enough ?